I'm deathly cold, and am writing a paper that was supposed to be done two weeks ago, and here it is one thirty in the afternoon, and I'm only halfway through...
I just can't focus...
Friday 26 February 2010
Friday 19 February 2010
I wish i knew the future...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
What is going to happen to me in two years?
Where will I be?
Will I be in another state!?
Will I be at college and dance studios?
Will I be working for a company?
Where will I be in ten years?
Will I be married?
Will I be a spinster?
Will I be dead?
I hate not knowing…this is killing…
If I’m going to be dead in three years, I would give up my school, and focus on Ballet and Gymnastics, and everything that I truly love.
I’d take trips and make money, and spend it on experiences…
And Then I can die, quite happily..
Maybe I’ll live until Im deep in my ninties..
Then I would have time to pursue everything that I want…
For now, I guess I shall have to just focus on this paper that I’m writing..sigh
What is going to happen to me in two years?
Where will I be?
Will I be in another state!?
Will I be at college and dance studios?
Will I be working for a company?
Where will I be in ten years?
Will I be married?
Will I be a spinster?
Will I be dead?
I hate not knowing…this is killing…
If I’m going to be dead in three years, I would give up my school, and focus on Ballet and Gymnastics, and everything that I truly love.
I’d take trips and make money, and spend it on experiences…
And Then I can die, quite happily..
Maybe I’ll live until Im deep in my ninties..
Then I would have time to pursue everything that I want…
For now, I guess I shall have to just focus on this paper that I’m writing..sigh
Today i sat in the sun, and it was amazing.
Yes, I know it doesnt seem like much, but sun is so rare, now after winter, i hadn't realized how much i had missed it.
It blinded me, and i had to close my eyes, but just having it there, was wonderful.
I felt like Trixy, in the comic strip, 'Hi and Lois'
She has her 'Mr. Sunbeam,'
I love the sun
Yes, I know it doesnt seem like much, but sun is so rare, now after winter, i hadn't realized how much i had missed it.
It blinded me, and i had to close my eyes, but just having it there, was wonderful.
I felt like Trixy, in the comic strip, 'Hi and Lois'
She has her 'Mr. Sunbeam,'
I love the sun
Tuesday 16 February 2010
Well..I had the best birthday ever..
Like you Stephen, my parents gave me money, and said, "See? Its the right shape, color, and everything!"
You could see how much time and thought was put into my gift...
hahaha
Ah well...its better then nothing...
But i had alot of fun..
And since then, i havent time of my own, because of constant rushing..
So, I'm sorry that i didnt post sooner...
I had a friend come over, and he stayed at his brother's apartment, and came over Friday, Saturday, and Sunday..
He must have scared my parents cause they quickly changed my dating age to eighteen, instead of the origenal sixteen...
Sigh..oh well..
He and I are just friends...
I had a small party on Friday, and then went to a party on Saturday, and came home to a dinner party my parents were having...for some Japenese people we live near to but dont know well at all...
And then on Saturday went to a coffee shop, and read and just hung out..
It was great fun..
Sorry this is so bloody short..but i am really pressed for time..
I'll try to post more details later...
Ta Ta
Like you Stephen, my parents gave me money, and said, "See? Its the right shape, color, and everything!"
You could see how much time and thought was put into my gift...
hahaha
Ah well...its better then nothing...
But i had alot of fun..
And since then, i havent time of my own, because of constant rushing..
So, I'm sorry that i didnt post sooner...
I had a friend come over, and he stayed at his brother's apartment, and came over Friday, Saturday, and Sunday..
He must have scared my parents cause they quickly changed my dating age to eighteen, instead of the origenal sixteen...
Sigh..oh well..
He and I are just friends...
I had a small party on Friday, and then went to a party on Saturday, and came home to a dinner party my parents were having...for some Japenese people we live near to but dont know well at all...
And then on Saturday went to a coffee shop, and read and just hung out..
It was great fun..
Sorry this is so bloody short..but i am really pressed for time..
I'll try to post more details later...
Ta Ta
Wednesday 10 February 2010
Life
Life is wonderful!
Its such a nice feeling, that my schoolwork, chores, and all other commitments are done for the day.
Such freedom, to do whatever i desire.
I would love to go outside and walk, but considering that it is already pitch black outside, that shall have to wait until tomorrow.
While tomorrow has a whole new set of things for me to accomplish and i probably wont get that walk...darn it.
The Game of Life never ends...
Its such a nice feeling, that my schoolwork, chores, and all other commitments are done for the day.
Such freedom, to do whatever i desire.
I would love to go outside and walk, but considering that it is already pitch black outside, that shall have to wait until tomorrow.
While tomorrow has a whole new set of things for me to accomplish and i probably wont get that walk...darn it.
The Game of Life never ends...
Tuesday 9 February 2010
Wednesday 3 February 2010
Why am I happy?
Because I have a right to..
And also because the dark winter is over, and there is more of a chance for sun now.
Without the sun I am nothing, like the clouds deicide my mood.
When the clouds are open and the sun is shining through, everything is bright and the people are cheerful.
When it is cloudy the world seems dark and mysterious, as if you were to get murdered walking down the street.
I personally feel rather uncomfortable with the thought of getting murdered while walking down the street..but perhaps it is just me...
And also because the dark winter is over, and there is more of a chance for sun now.
Without the sun I am nothing, like the clouds deicide my mood.
When the clouds are open and the sun is shining through, everything is bright and the people are cheerful.
When it is cloudy the world seems dark and mysterious, as if you were to get murdered walking down the street.
I personally feel rather uncomfortable with the thought of getting murdered while walking down the street..but perhaps it is just me...
Tuesday 2 February 2010
So sorry
Goodness its been a long time...
Im sorry about that..
I was about to clean the house, when i looked at computer, and gasped.
I had forgotten you guys, and feel terrible..
So sorry...
LIFE IS WONDERFUL
There, sorry, i had to get that out..
I am so happy.
I have been depressed and constantly unhappy ever since Novemeber.
Dont you love how life turns around and your so happy you feel as if you shall split for the joy?
Life has to have it's downs in order to have its ups.
But why are there so many of them?
I shall post again soon I swear...
But for now i must rush and clean my house..because it needs to be cleaned...and my mind isnt working...
Im sorry about that..
I was about to clean the house, when i looked at computer, and gasped.
I had forgotten you guys, and feel terrible..
So sorry...
LIFE IS WONDERFUL
There, sorry, i had to get that out..
I am so happy.
I have been depressed and constantly unhappy ever since Novemeber.
Dont you love how life turns around and your so happy you feel as if you shall split for the joy?
Life has to have it's downs in order to have its ups.
But why are there so many of them?
I shall post again soon I swear...
But for now i must rush and clean my house..because it needs to be cleaned...and my mind isnt working...
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