Haha stupid me

Oh dear...so i inadvertently told you that i would try to come back during Christmas break, create a new blog, and pretty much get back into the bloggers whirl.

Well, i suppose I lied. I DIDN'T MEAN TO!! It all came as a shock to me as well.

First off i have no time.

Second, i have internet probably once a week, and you have to be in the right place at the right time, with a laptop.

Thirdly, my life has become to exciting lately and wonderful, i wish i had time to sit here and write it all down, but on the days i actually have time to come onto here and write it out, i am having a dreadfully boring day. :(

So, I have decided to say goodbye to blogger for awhile.

Say, adieu to all of you, my wonderful friends, and go live my life to the fullest, make every moment count, do good deeds to feel the wonderful feeling in my chest, and put my conscience at rest, and to just be the most spectacular, and extraordinary human being i can be. Enough to stupefy those around me.

Know that i love you all, and when my life calms down...if ever...i shall be back.

With such stories of adventure that would quite knock you out of your chair as you sit there reading this.

Ahhhhh!

Oh my Gosh!!

It has been a looooooooooooong time.

I missed all you guys, but there was nothing i could do about it, because i forgot my password for the longest time. I was a slave to my own forgetfulness.

I am going to create a new blog, because life has changed, and this blog is no longer me.

I don't know what it shall be, but when i find out, I'll tell you.

Goodness, i have been busy..but thats a good thing right?

Okay..Well...

Spring Break is coming...and as much as I love the spring, I hate Spring Cleaning...

My mother came from a household that cleaned 24/7 literally..
So she goes insane with Spring Break, and has informed me that we shall be cleaning the attic...
She has been dreading cleaning that, because it is (VERY) messy, so no doubt she will send me up there, and let me do it..ugh
Or, (even worse) she will make me go up there and work with her for an hour...
I like to clean by myself, and hate cleaning with other people...
Fun Fun Fun....or not

Hopefully i can escape with friends, and perhaps the week shall fly by...but i doubt it...

Anyway..

Ballet gets more fun by the minute..
It turns out i am in four can-can dances, one dance with all the soloists, and my solo..
YAY!!!
Six dances...

Also, i shall be sitting on stage the entire time, next to Bell's chair, so this is going to be amazingly fun.
The four other soloists all have to move to the back of the stage, and freeze in some standing up pose...
mwahahaha, while i sit down, and rest...
Their feet are going to Hurt...
Poor them...

When being on pointe for so long, it starts to kill you with just having them on your feet...

Anyway...I must run, I've got school, and babysitting tonight....

Ta Ta

Ugh

I'm deathly cold, and am writing a paper that was supposed to be done two weeks ago, and here it is one thirty in the afternoon, and I'm only halfway through...

I just can't focus...

I wish i knew the future...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
What is going to happen to me in two years?
Where will I be?
Will I be in another state!?
Will I be at college and dance studios?
Will I be working for a company?

Where will I be in ten years?
Will I be married?
Will I be a spinster?
Will I be dead?

I hate not knowing…this is killing…
If I’m going to be dead in three years, I would give up my school, and focus on Ballet and Gymnastics, and everything that I truly love.
I’d take trips and make money, and spend it on experiences…
And Then I can die, quite happily..

Maybe I’ll live until Im deep in my ninties..
Then I would have time to pursue everything that I want…

For now, I guess I shall have to just focus on this paper that I’m writing..sigh

Why Moulin Rouge?

Because it is amazing...