AHHHH

Okay..i swear im not ignoreing you guys...
But we got a new computer..and my dad did something to the parental block, and it doesnt let me comment on your blogs...

It wont even let me see Stephens blog..sigh

So let me hack their system..and ill see what i can do about it..but it may take me awhile...

Oh my gosh...

Last night, i was on the computer cause i was not able to sleep..
The computer is no longer in my room, and i now have to use it out in the family room, which is near the front door.
I am not allowed on the internet without asking...blah
But dad was gone somewhere for work...
And mum was asleep.

At one thirty, my dad walks in the door...
And there was no way i could get around him, so i quietly closed down my gmail, and clicked on some random story i had on my desktop that my friend and i were writing.

He sees me, and walks over hoping to catch me...tee hee
But i gave him a completely inniocent look, and said that i couldnt sleep, and was writing a story...
HAHA, you should have seen his face..
He had no way to get me in trouble..so he merely sent me off to bed.

I have been sick with just a cough for two weeks..
But this morning, i woke up and walked into the bathroom..
My mum was in there doing her hair..

All the sudden i felt dizzy, and my sight left me.
I couldnt see anything for about seven chaotic minutes, while my dad and mum ran around like chickens with their heads cut off, trying to help me.
As soon as i drank some juice and my sight came back i was rushed to the doctor...

What a great way to start off the morning..
But im fine now..and it turns out teenagers just have a random habit of passing out...greeat..

Last weekend, was one of the strangest things that has ever happened to me.

I went to a strict dance, and I was asked to leave because my dress was one centimeter to short.

The dress code, apparently said you could not show your knees at all.

Sigh...

Tee hee, so i told the lady there was no way i could reach my parents, and that i couldn't do anything about it, even though i was meeting my friend that night to go spend the night at her house, and in fact, had a skirt with me that was the appropriate length.

So she told me i was allowed in the room, just not allowed to dance.

Stupid lady...

I knew everyone there, and half of the whole entire room left the dance, to come and dance, and have their own party in the coat room. Hahaha...

It was quite fun, but then one of the dad's noticed and when he found out that we were doing it cause i wasnt allowed to dance, he got pissed.

He called the lady over, and they had a huge yelling fight, and she walked away after saying, "She is not allowed to dance, and thats final."

He told me to go dance anyway, and if there was a problem to tell him.

Awwww, it was so sweet...

So i had a great time, and danced with everyone...

Oh dear...

I'm back...

Is it really that simple for me to just say that I'm back, and go on like i had never ended?

No...

But sometimes its best to just pretend...

I think i shall take a break...

Alright...everyone has vanished from blogger...
And im thinking of vanishing too...

So...if anyone is thinking of coming back for reals...write me a comment, and ill come back...

Ta Ta

You dont need to be drunk to be happy

Well...I havent posted in what seems a long time, but really its only been about a week...how scary...
Time is not passing soon enough...

Its Thanksgiving this Thursday, and I wish it was over.
Ugh...what is thanksgiving?
Well duh..its about Indians and white people..and the mayflower...
Personally I could care less...

What is Thanksgiving nowadays?
People getting togeather to eat and eat and eat...
Ugh...
This year, its going to be a party with some neighbors that have lived by us forever, and my aunt and grandfather...

Im going to be the only fifteen year old there...
I could hang out with the 'guys' who are in their twenties, and my neighbors sons...
They are in collage and work full time jobs...
They sit there and...eat...and play video games....ugh
Or i could hang out with the little kids, my neighbor girl and cousin, who are eight, and twelve...
Though its funny, cause the eight year old acts like shes twenty and the twelve year old acts like shes eight...sigh

Guess I'll just sit in my room...

Ooh!!!
But the good news is I got a solo, in the ballet production!
Im the only one in my age group with a solo, all the other soloists are older...

We are doing Beauty and the Beast,
all the solo parts are filled up with the older girls...
Im the footstool dog thingy...hahahaha
Ah well...its a small part, but none the less, its mine, and Im extremely proud of it..
Plus im also in all the chorus's dances...

Where is Superman when you need him?

The world is a horrible place.

You have to look at the world and dig and dig through all the nastiness until you get to the good.
I've been reading the newspaper, and its horrible depressing.

I found myself glancing at it, and being like, "Mhmm, someone was killed, someone saved animals, and someone found their 8 year old daughter lying dead and bloody in a ditch...thats nice."

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!! No its not....
Some lady just got kidnapped, in a house not far from where the mangled little girl was found.
No one found that little girl until three years later or something. I think she was taken when she was five....anyway...

Why do I read it? Dont ask me...
Why cant i stop? I have no idea..but everyday it shows up on our driveway, and I waltz merrily over to pick it up and to read about who was killed, hurt, or arrested...

Lovely....